2 much going on!

Im horrible I haven’t posted in days 😦 So heres a few things

So thankful my mom was able to watch Hayli during our mini-vacay last weekend but lord I can tell she didn’t put her down for 1 second! This baby has had some serious issues with being put down for even the SLIGHTEST of moments WTF! (Sorry mom) She was NEVER like this!!! Trying to get her back to normal has proven its difficulty and I just wonder how some moms do it when they have babies that HAVE to be in there arms 24/7! HOW DO YOU DO IT?!

Well this weekend Hayli’s big brother Damian is here!! And there’s HORRIBLE weather so we’ve been hunkering down in this houseboat watching movies and laughing at Youtube videos all day. I’ll never get over how kids now a days know their ENTIRE way around Youtube! I can literally give him my phone and he’ll get on Youtube and find his favorite Spiderman videos, same goes for his cousin Khloe she does the same thing! LOL I can barely ever find what Im looking for on Youtube WTH!!? I need them to teach me a few things! I love how when he is here, the house finally feels full, in a sense of family, there’s nothing missing when he is here. Full bed, full kitchen table, full smiles. I don’t think I will EVER get over watching Hayli and Damian, he has always been a trip, but it is SO funny when Hayli is screaming crying next to me and he tells me.. she is crying! This has only just begun and I cannot wait to watch them grow up together. All she does is look at him and smile and giggle. When he’s not in sight she will literally look for him she is in love with her big brother and Im in love with that. ❤

HALLOWEEN is almost here ya’ll and I cannot contain myself! I have 2 costume ideas for Hayli and cannot decide from Minnie Mouse OR giant Strawberry!! LMFAO on second thought…saying that out loud… I think I know which one Im going to go with.. Hopefully next year we have Damian for Halloween! Leo and I want to do a whole family themed costumes we’re thinking Peter Pan, Cpt Hook, Tinker, and Wendy, The Incredible’s or Superhero’s which Im pretty sure Damian would be more into the Superheros but it depends mostly on what he’ll be into a year from now 🙂

OKOK BABY FOOD!

I almost have everything checked off on my list to have Hayli try before I start making her homemade puree’s! I wanted to buy them and try little by little what she would like, instead of making it and having to throw anything away in the case she wouldn’t like it or have any allergic reaction. So Im looking for recipe’s and will be posting what I (try) to make and how it goes! Although my Cuban mother and grandmother will probably be sending me tons of puree, I want to make some of my own 🙂 If there are any suggestions or if you want me to try them before you do, send me a message and I  will be more than willing to try it out! Well I have to clean the house and make dinner since both kids are asleep its perfect time to do that pretty peacefully

In the next couple days I will be posting baby food recipe’s and the outcomes!!

Comment or message me any ideas!!!

Leaving your baby behind ?

When is it still too soon to leave your baby with a sitter or family member to go and have some fun of your own?

 

This weekend my boyfriend and I left our daughter with her grandmother and we went to Orlando with our friends. When he first told me about his plans to take a mini vacation to Orlando, my heart sank and I couldn’t help but look at Hayli and cry of guilt. I felt so guilty because I had never left her anywhere before, not even for an hour, how could I leave her for a whole weekend? Nobody other than my boyfriend knows her schedule, it’s just been us the past four months, I was terrified to leave her behind and be four hours away.

Dropping her off wasn’t easy AT ALL. I felt like she knew something was up, her dad and I sat on either side of her on the ride to drop her off and she just kept looking from me, to him, back to me, and back to him again. She had to have known! Ofcourse when we got there my mom was already waiting for her outside as exited as could be.

Driving off was the WEIRDEST feeling. After a year of being pregnant and after she was born, being with her every second if every day, it felt totally foreign to be without our little one. But it was for our own sanity to get out for awhile.

 

After a few facetime calls, and some theme parks, it was time to finally pick our baby up! When I got there on Monday morning, I was there in time to see her wake up, as soon as she saw me she gave me the biggest smile and I was so happy to have her with me again.

 

I won’t lie, it felt great to be young and reckless again for a couple of days, and take a breather from the baby. I wasn’t AS relaxed as I would have liked to have been because hello FIRST TIME MOM HERE and first time I left her anywhere, but I would feel comfortable doing it again in the future and probably be way more relaxed since I know she’ll be okay LOL!

I think its necessary to get time away from everything with your other half because, the way I see it, you had a baby together BECAUSE of your relationship. So why not take care of the relationship and get out for a bit? Any ways Hayli is waking up again so time to go